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Friday, May 11th, 2007
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2:02 pm - Last entry...i think
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If any of my non-existent readers are wondering, i'm not updating this journal anyway. I'm getting waaay too much spam in the comment pages everyday, and it makes me sick. granted, i could moderate it, or even disable the comments, but it's not what i wanted.
instead, i bought a domain name - http://www.thehungryjar.com and i'll be blogging there instead.
not gonna delete this journal, after all it has been here for about 4-5 years? lots of memories for me here. reading it sometimes makes me wonder, 'did i really wrote this?'
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| Friday, January 19th, 2007
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11:29 pm
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only when i fall asleep i feel the real tranquil. it seems that the world has stop revolving and come to a standstill just for me. and anytime i sleep, i wish that i could see you in my dreams, we've missed so much together this lifetime that dreaming wouldn't even be enough.
and when i do dream, i dream of weird chaotic situations that just make me jolt up in the middle of the night. like falling from a cliff and never reaching the ground, like lost causes and people i've never seen for a long time, and probably will never see again. sometimes i wonder what i would say if i see you in my dream. would we just ook at each other wkwardly, waiting for the other to make the first move? or would we chat endlessly about everything? perhaps we would confess to each other about our broken promises and regrets? occasionally, when we sleep together, i would pull you close and hug you tight. it's when i realise how needy i am, and how insecure i could be. mostly i would just watch you sleep and maybe fall asleep an hour after you do, your breathing being my lullaby.
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| Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
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5:24 pm
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back from taiwan! didnt do much this trip, my mouth decided to punish me by having lots of ulcers. and there are so many food i couldn't eat because of it. that's a real downer.
BUT! i got myself a new pair of adidas shoes, a tshirt and....a psp! which was totally unexpected cos i wasn't looking to buy one in the first place, but since it was cheaper in taiwan by about $100, i decided to get it. im not particularly happy that i bought it since i could do without it, but i don't regret it either.
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| Saturday, November 25th, 2006
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4:38 am - much needed update and things i shouldn't do
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things i know i shouldn't do, but i keep doing it.
like drinking tea in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep till 7am.
like drinking milk and knowing im gonna get stomachache.
like going to tampines/pasir panjang for overnight mahjong - even if i win, i got to take cab home.
like playing overnight mahjong. full stop.
like waking up everyday in the afternoon and hating myself for it.
like not going for driving lessons. what's with everybody's obsession with driving? i think im the only person i know who's so non-chalant about driving. i took the basic theory and first few lessons in may, and i havent gone back yet. i know i should, and i keep telling myself 'this week will be the week i start'. but seriously, it's far too easily waving your hand and getting a cab.
which is probably why my mum always say that i get things too easily.
which is probably why i am going for a job interview next week. a real 10-7 job. (because 9-5 is too normal for me).
ah, that's the most unexpected thing ever happened this month year. getting a real job in the marketing line. apparently it's a hongkong based company so most of the meetings will be in cantonese. and im also required to read/write/speak mandarin. well, i can sing in mandarin if they want me to.
speaking of mandarin, i will be in taiwan on the 30th with my family. feeling pretty skeptical about it. i have a feeling that i will have absolutely no privacy in my trip there. but it is a much needed trip, chicken cutlet, milk tea with pearls, language barriers and lots of cheap presents for xmas.
zouked/mamboed with jh and co. i feel old being there, and it's not because of the music. (which was bad btw) the crowd makes me old, havent been clubbing for awhile, and i just feel out of place. why do i even club? just for socialising? cos honey, i could drink, dance and sing all at once in my room. in fact, im doing it right now.
current music: life got cold - girls aloud
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